ahhh. not another morn tt i woke up at 2! aye.. so much for tryin to change my sleeping habits.. hai. looks like next wk im gna die trying to drag myself outta bed for 8am lects again!!! worse still.. with the additions of tutorials... im gna hfta last a longer duration of time!! no more plopping back onta bed aft lects anymore.. yikes! spse to be studying now... well i kinda did read thru the psycho lect notes for wk 2.. (the one tt i cldnt wake up for.. paiseh) n most of e time i was gg HUH? guess im gna need someone to explain to me! ughhh! fr now on... not gna miss anymore lects no matter howwwwwww tired i am! grr. spse to be a nerd n compete with jianyu / xiaoyudian .. but i tink so far he is winning hands down! terrible. celebrated ser's bdae ytd at liquid kitchen (: its been sucha superrrrrr duperrrrrr long time since ive hung out w my girls!! excluding the time ey came over to th to visit us! ahha... it was totally SUPERB. ahah.. cheri came over to my hse first n ate up almost half of the dried fruits my mom made last night.. ahah in fact she loved it soooooo much tt she came back to my hse aft liquid kitchen n ate more! ahha i tink she is gna buy the machine to make em herself (: e night started off w char scolding ser for her misinfo n extreme lateness..!! haha.. e food der aint tt fantastic larh... esp considerin its price... but oh boy was it comfy!!! we were ext reluctant to leave da place esp w our really cracked up bridge sessions! ahhaha... yes fyi.. we can play bridge der... ey even provide cards! haha.. anw e place is reali funky.. with artistic designs plastered all over... comfy sofas n pillows for u to lie/sit on.. i hfta give em 8/10 for design! its super homey n comfy! the only ting i cant stand is the constant smoke fr other pple's cigs blowing in ya face. aft we left... our hair face clothes bags n every lil itty bitty part of us smelled of smoke... macham like just finish clubg or sth.. gross. anyhoo.. ser had the funniest pres's ever!! i took pics of em cz ey were totally unforgettable and exceedingly retarded! ahah.. she got a miffy pencil box (the pri sch kind... altho i love miffy so i tot it was totally adorable! haha) a dress that was totally purplish.. looked so ridiculousy flowery and ah ma n super cheapo tt we all died of laughter e min we forced her to tk it out! (im like so gna force her to wear it one day!) ahah.. she got vodka in a toothpaste tube... a nice tube top (by char n cheri) oh yeah! e funniest part was tt inta pencil box .. tht guy actually put in pens n pencils n erasers! ahahha... it was absolutely hilarious! also .... the pencil box was actually in a looney toons file which also contained a loony toons notepad (wita words MY NAME IS SERENE onta front page) ahha.. its been sucha long time since ive had sucha good laugh!! (altho in hall chris nv fails to make me laugh ahah) anw.. ser n cheri.. the two of u must keep ya word n come stay over in th soon yah! (: hahha.. i better get back to readin e jap lect notes now... dun wna totally embarrass myself for psych n jap tuts tmr man!

ping + zhang wei li + piyo + anyone tt wna join -------> table tennis soon yahh!!
badm girls + any guys tt wna join -----------> arrange n book courts soon! (:

ATTENTION ATTENTION!!! mr ho kwan aik who resides in temasek hall...A105 ... has recently informed me that he wishes to be known by a cuter, more feminine and dainty name... MR HO KWAN KWAN. so to all those who know him.. please abide by his wishes and call him KWAN KWAN in the future.. thanks (:

woahh! tis is like almost e colour of e slippers pinger n i just bought at j8..!! (: been hanging out qt a bit with pinger lately n i realise how much i miss her.. we haf suchhh astonishingly similar taste tt it is with lil wonder how we became gd frens in sec sch inta first place. i miss all her sillyness and e lil retarded moments we share (okay maybe we haf too many of these moments) haha. no matter wat im glad she is in th with me.. (: im really glad that i have decided to abide by my moms wishes to stay in a hall in nus.. it is a really fun experience and even tho it may not seem it.. i have become more independent and in certain senses more knowledgable (such as i now know how to operate a washing machine haha) the best part is... i dun have to wake up soooo damn early inta morn just to get to class on time! (: my lt's are just a 5min walk away -BIG GRINS- hmm.. hfnt reali gotten caught up inta vicious circle of sch work yet.. unlike my fellow blockmate christopher. wahha.. can feel the pull of it tho.. better hurry enjoy myself while i still can! the th bash at dxo was in my opinion a complete flop. shda joined my union og INGO at jam n hop had i known e music wld be sooooo bad! ugh. instead i spent half e night outside the club watching my frens eat n chatting to em (yes to even my surprise i was not feeding myself at tt time due to the absence of cash on hand n my laziness to queue up for e food) congrats to piyo ping yiwen n johnathan on moving on to the next round of da pageant tho! prouda u guys! (: ive learnt many things over the past few wks.. that most of the guys i know are actually qt gentlemanly (excluding their pervertic side) , that most of the pple u tink u can clique with initially turn out to be people u dread to have by ur side or tend to ignore aft awhile, that for e first time in my life i can foresee myself having good friends that are actually guys, also ive actually learned to take things really really slowly and find that i reap better results eventually!! as for the romance department ... i realise the less u try to communicate with the person u like... the more that person will respond!! how queer is that.. i really really hate liking or having even that lil slight affection for anyone.. it puts you in sucha traumatic situation. i have been played before.. so i shd know. thats why im going to be a semi-closed book.. where noone will know how i truly feel (unless ur my really really really good fren eg : kc) .. where i can hide my deepest darkest secrets deep deep deep inside where its safe! if i cld ask god for one wish.. i wld ask him to tk away whatever feelings i have for him so that i wont be put in such a terribly vunerable position ever again.

my gosh...!!! ive been stuck in th for the longest time everrr...!! ytd when i walked ard with pinger at j8 [fyi j8 has been renovated sooooo much tt i actually got lost! many shops to explore n eat (: ] we felt sooooo relieved that we are actually part of the outside world again.. i seriously got cut off fr society!! hfnt been watching tv (except for a few cheena shows in zes dears rm) .. haf not been reading netg (except for a few pages of key of knowledge which is a seriously gd bk btw!) n haf not been talking or socializing with anyone outside nus!!! disgusting i tell u. a few phone calls once in awhile also wont make much diff ah..anw pinger mei er n i decided to cut n colour our hair soon!! soo much for crispy hair eh! hahaha (inside joke) nvm.. our crispy gang will cont again aft a few wks when our hair starts to get gross again (: now everytime we do the th cheer we'll tink of our crispy cheers! its simply hilarious! ahhaa. many tings i intend to do... play badm w the girls in th... tennis w zes n mei er... dim sum buffet perhaps w cg? ingo outg hopefully!! we all hfnt met up in sucha long time! somehow ahh. during the th orientation... im known as the bimbotik siao char bo with absolutely atrocious lingo (no thks to miss serene ang li xi again!!!) . which is qt weird... cz in fact im usually the opp? dntknw why everyone refuses to believe me when i tell em tt im usually not like that. if ya ask all my close frens (even pinger) eyl tell u that im usually anti social... relatively quiet... haf serious stage fright ... have absolutely no desire to be e center of attention and contrary to popular belief i can be a lady, am hardly teh and i am courteous okayyyy! haii.. been totally bullied and ridiculed lor! stupid guys. hahaa. been bullied mainly by bird (total verbal n physical abuse ah)... willy(forever lafg at me)... whelan (his is cz of all e candid shots he took of me)... kwanny (may not seem as tho he did much but he added a little here n der) tink only piyo and jianyu were true gentlemen lorrrrrr!!! hahah.. speaking of guys tt ive met.. i tink chrisopher fr helvetia (which is my og) is truly mr emoticon! ahhaa.. he is super expressive and totally hilarious larh! he and meilin (ms emoticon) wld certainly be a wonderful pair tgt (: anw i can foresee myself hafg a bunch of close crappy pple to hang out with in nus! haha.. we simply get siao tgt! hopefully we'll study tgt as well! im a serious slacker so anyone and everyone pls jio me for all ya study sessions yeah! desperate times call for desperate measures man.. oh yeah....!! anyone taking psych, jap studies, sea, nationalism or eng? ya can attend lects with evelyn n i! (: anw kc dear i truly hope u are alright? wont want u feeling sad or anything.. ill call u soon k? u can tell me everything then!! just rmb there are pple who truly care abt u! really luvya n miss u! -hugs tight-

oh my. hk is seriously seriously damnnnnnn cute n super duper shuai!!! 3 cheers for him! :D

cannot believe that i screwed up and left it behind... what on earth am i thinking!!! damn pissed off with myself now.. its amazing how i manage to smile even tho im upset and extremely irritated inside.

The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah
I'm open,
you're closed
Where I follow,
you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide
I'm quiet you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know
I'm always on your mind
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to ryhme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find
You and I collide

i really hope u n i collide... :/

okay seriously.. who looks better in my sunglasses.. zhi hao or me.. haha! zhi hao keeps sayin he looks muchh better n i look like shit compared to him lor! -GRUMBLES-
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wat on earth is mei-er doin i also dntknw :) perhaps she is adding horns on hao-er's head?
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all of us!! (i love my funky new sunglasses! hee)
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us again! hee we lovee taking photos!
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chow mei er me lora n cc! (shopping day! :)
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me xm n cait!!! t8 rocksss!! :)
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ahha gary n his typical smile! he was our houdenVAN photographer :)
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of cz how cld i forget chow haha
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houdenVAN again! haha. i love her earrings! :)
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wendy n i fr houdenvan! haha :)
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vannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
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chio bu michelle! haha
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we were playing bridge!! :) we loveeeeeee it! e place is qt comfyy too!
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ahaha i cant rmb wat ey were spse to do but.. everyone except del looks spastic! haha
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